~~*sorry*~~

i feel myself i change a lot...
previously, i was a quite talkative person, like to find friends talk about salmon things, especially to my friends>>> hui min and ling li and priyanka...
ya, i admit that i quite annoy before, cause i got experience b4, everyday i listen my friend said about that gul, but i din tell any1 b4, cause i think no need...it maybe hurt the person...

now, i change a lot...
i dun like to talk so much, jz will answer yes or nop...or jz 'en'...and change to mysterious
i feel my brain empty...
nothing any topics want say with my friends, except i want know the matters more clearly...
but...
i jz heard from my friends about their ehem things only...
if they ask for my opinion, i jz gv opinion wat can i help them...
i had asked my friend b4, priyanka rene, that i got change after it happen? she told me yes, i changed a lot, i can think wisely...
yes, maybe i change i can think wisely...
but, i lost my happy...
i din happy as b4...
but dono y...

do u know y had been change?
jz sumthing misunderstang between me and my friends...(but at least i din saw him b4,din talk to him b4, jz chat with him in msn only)
although i dun care about it for long time already,
but now i stil got the feeling sad...
i know he said not, but i know...he dun mean that to hurt me...
but he no need lie me, he jz can answer me, 'sumtimes', i wouldn angry to him...
but now stil can said wat? pass already...
now, we never chat...
and now, everytimes when i on9, im not initiative find those friends chat, but jz asking for sumthing important, although i got find them, jz said hi and ask how they r,
but i never never find him already, cause if i find him again, wat he will think to me?
maybe this way is a best way for me...and him.
although this thing happen for long time, but i never never forget this, but i would like to take the leeson from this...
i just want tell he something for long time,but i din have any courage: sorry,although we r not friends, but i hope u can heard my apologize what i did for you b4...SORRY(x100000)!!!

Originally: yokeyean_jui